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Awwwww youuu pls give me a sign, anything!!!

I'm going mad trying to figure this out on my own. ): ):

That aside, TLS and I got into Raffles Hall (: (: (: yay HJM. rly wish jinlong could have gotten in too ): but nvm, the four of us (regina - sheares, jinlong, lisyn and i) can still have late night suppers tgt and stuff (:

My first FLOAT session tmr, KBOX with OG 7 tmr too can't wait :D :D hope jinlong and lisyn are having an awesm time at camp (:

Happy birthday Tanlisyn :D

It's funny how it sounds more natural to call you by your full name as we get to know you better. I think it's cus of the link you made to hwach Fishtank's Tantalizing Tuesdays set meal. Either way, I'm so glad and thankful for you, haojiemei. You're wild and funny and most importantly you're an awesome friend who's always there for me in a very special way. (: As I said in my SMS, 60 yrs down the road I hope we're also celebrating your bd tgt, wherever we are lah (whether its in mars/spaceship LOL okay internal joke).

Concorde hotel with 6V was amazing and very fun as usual. We played retarded games like pig and talked about random stuff but the fantastic thing about 6V is no matter what we talk about, we're still really comfortable with one another. It's a very rare kind of bond I feel with 6V people and I'm as usual, so thankful and appreciative of them (: Pictures on fb (:

Other than all this, there's been something else on my mind. I keep throwing the possibilities back and forth and to be honest, I really don't know what you're feeling or thinking! What does this mean! I want to just ask you in the modern-age woman outright fashion, but then I think, what if this is all some huge misunderstanding and things aren't actually falling along in that direction? I think I'd be crushed hahaha, figuratively. Maybe you're just being nice, or maybe it's something more and I don't know why this is so since it's been so long since we last talked or met up in person, but I felt rly glad when you called and smsed (: like a part of my past was rekindled. The part I dismissed and never rly had the time nor courage to pursue.

Does that apply to you too?

I really don't know what I should be thinking and you will nvr chance upon this entry lah but I'm just rly rly excited in a cautious kind of way hahaha.

Okay stop daydreaming and GO BACK TO WORK (:

Jiayou to all the army people, and to Tongzi Daniel Weijie (and all the guys who are POP-ing this wk) YOU GUYS CAN DO IT :D

I just visited Regina's blog; her entries are seriously so thought/tear provoking at times ):

"Hate the times when I think back at something and wished time could bring me back to the exact same setting.
HK is one to remember. Out of so many days, I kinda enjoyed the thursday night/overnight time at Avenue of Stars. I like the things we did in HK, memorable travel up the peak to madam tussaude [ah lazy check spelling] but yea I've always wanted to visit a wax museum... And the dinner with Mok's damn cool sister at lankwaifong. The pub, her house. So nice, her house is at the top of the mountain. And the view from mainland hk to the other side [forgot what's the other island called, kowloon?] The lazer shows, the jetty, the token machine to get on the boat, Shopping at tongchung, sabotuer at hotel room, OCEAN PARK! Love the company, 08s6v. HAHA we should have anotherrandom dinner soon. Remember the ride up with mok and jiamin and daniel who was not in the same corner as us. IT was like the space shot in genting, just a much milder version. But when we were up there, we totally just sweared and regretted our decisions to take the ride, last thing we were screaming aloud was "I LOVE 6VVVVVVVVVV!!!!!!!!" I'm smiling, for a reason at those memories. Yet it was already more than half a year ago."

Reading that para brought back a flashflood of memories which I can say, with an immense degree of certainty, I will never forget in YEARS AND DECADES TO COME. The times spent with 6V, esp the HK-ers, were srsly awesome and unforgettable. Going overseas with friends is honestly an out-of-the-world experience cus for the first time ever, you're seeing your friends at their most raw form HAHAHAHAHAHAHA you see them for who they are. Together you brave through unknown territory and breathe in new sights and sounds and rly, it was so freaking awesome. I'll rly miss my class when Uni starts, and while everyone will be busy with their new lives and renewed circle of friends, I really hope that all of us continue to stay tight <3 (:

Ytd marked the second time at a club, this time it was ZOUK with NUS Law people :D omg IT WAS RLY FUN HAHAHAHAHAHAH :D everyone was so much higher (as compared to my first clubbing experience with 6V earlier this yr at The Butter Factory HAHAHAHA), but rly I'm thankful to all the guys in OG7 and xinying and eddy and all our law snrs who protected us via the formation of the holy circle of protection and hard elbowing hahahaha :D this angmoh guy danced towards me and said sth like, I finally made my way to you! HAHAHA and omg justin and eddy just totally told him to get lost and elbowed him away :D THANKYOU SNRS AND GUYS :D :D HAHAHA it was frigging awesome and clubbing's rly quite fun lah hahahaha though I don't rly forsee myself going v often cus "it's decadent" to quote my dad -.-.

:D wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. badge sales with HJM today, was very fun though we didn't manage to sell a lot of badges. the new SCAPE building's awesm, have to go check it out proper someday. (:

OMG SO FREAKING AWESOME :D TWO OF MY FAVE SINGERS, SAM TSUI AND NICK PITERA DOING A DUET OMG HAHAHAHAHHAA :D

OMG this morning something ticked in my head, and I remembered I actually have a blog.

I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE :D :D :D I really wanna thank all my instructors at SSDC, esp: Khairul, Salihin, Azhari, Valain, among many others. I really couldn't have done it without your spot-on critiques of my driving technique and your ever-patient mentality to someone with 0 psychomotor skills. Hee heee love you guys! (: Will be going back to SSDC to drop you guys something! (when Daniel goes back for his revision lessons)

(: These past couple of days have been really insane (: First there was LAW CAMP 2010 last week (tues-fri)! (: OG7 is such an awesome OG honestly, I think I've had the immense fortune of always being in fantabulous orientation groups ever since my first orientation in RV. I met awesome people who are gonna be battling through the trials and tribulations of law sch tgt with me and friends who are going to stay for life, really glad (: My secret pal's a rly nice guy too hahaha he's Yeekeong from a neighbouring OG :D hahaha secret pals is a rly fun game lol. many more activities coming up so I really hope to get to know everyone better, it's like Sec1/J1 all over again, it's so exciting :D :D :D LAW BASH AT ZOUK THIS SATURDAY :D I've also joined rag! :D I AM A PROUD FLOATER HAHAHAHAHA if Eugene (from my OG) ever chances upon this he'll be grinning right now cus he has this innate :D :D :D liking for big power tools hehe.

Then after camp, I fell sick! ): High fever with record temp of 39.5 deg celsius.

THEN, shortly, there was COME HOME! 2010 :D It went rly well and omg I have so much to say about this (: I've had the pleasure of working with such a great, bonded team of batchmates and juniors and the whole journey's truly been amazing. (: My state of mind right now will not allow me to craft a post that's worthy of how amazing the whole COME HOME journey has been so I shall leave it hanging here first, I shall do it proper justice in another blog post when I am feeling more awake :D

LALALALALALALALA I miss 6V omg! ): I miss the people I haven't seen in ages: PL, MARK, ZHENYANG, CORINACHANG, NGMEITINGGG, REGINALIEWWWWWWW.. AND SO MANY MORE! ): omg have to organise cls outing soon.

I LOVE YOU GUYS <3